random rants from a disgruntled thirty-something who dreamt of becoming a writer and finds herself in a psychiatric hospital, instead
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
For Weatherwoman: the difference between us
I wrote this for her a while ago when we were speaking. I hope Weatherwoman finds her way back.
October 5, 2008 - Sunday
The crisp in the air today made me think of you...
She knows She is a Poet, a fluid syllable--the primary color of fire--
that cannot help but be an element for all things lesser. A river without a source
that undeniably churns us all along,
for stones and mire must acquiesce to the force of the inherent tide.
I long to be a Poet: a newborn musical chord
whose birth signifies a consummation of soul and sound so amorous that we wonder
why it has never been in existence before.
Instead comes a tune that sounds familiar to one I heard a long time ago--
yeah, now I remember, it's a cover song. The original was better,
anyway.
I am only a Writer: disjointed syllables
haphazardly strung together by scotch tape and hope.
I am one of those sad colors of the spectrum
that will never be associated with fire but rather Campbell's pea soup.
A Writer's words disagree and refuse to move.
Maybe if i just braid their hair and brush their teeth,
I think, no one will notice.
Polishing old penny loafers, enticing you to taste a spoonful.
Oh Poet, you are the possessor of your creation, not just a malingering tributary.
You are a sedementary star whose words move when she says.
This Writer is made of paper mache--a hardened shell--fragile,
and whose purpose is merely an afterthought of a substance that once was there.
I would like to know, Dear One, how do I get there from here?
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